And the Oscar Goes To...

To anyone who had read (and understood)my previous post which was blogged in Chinese, do give urself a pat on the back. I dun tink it's common for ppl of my generation to read Chinese articles, although there is always the minority *wink* As for myself, well I will give myself a pat too for blogging out tat mini Chinese compo,heehee...

Anywaes, at the moment I'm resisting all temptations to look for greener pastures after the "final showdown" yest, kekeke...It's never easy to lay out everything on the table coz no one can predict the outcome and how each party will play the game. But so far, I think the dark clouds had passed and of coz I will try to view things in a more positive light and be open minded.

However, there's tis message conveyed by the other party that is still nagging at my angelic moral self till tis moment. She told me that for ppl to climb up, it doesn't mean tat they've gotta be technically strong all the time. Sometimes, it all boils down to who clinches the little gold fellow (for those clueless readers, tis refers to the Oscar award). Its not tat I dun agree with her statement but rather, its kinda a big blow to hear it from her direct. But putting myself in her shoes, I can concur with y the statement was made. Sometimes, ppl has to put on a fake front so tat they dun antagonise or get into the wrong book. I shld noe better than anyone else coz I've been in the battlefield for more than 6 years.

Acting has never been my forte and that probably explained y I was a warrior for 6 years and not the princess, muahahaha...If u asked me had I ever regretted not playing the lead role, well I guessed in life we gain some and we lose some. Had I became the princess, I won't have gained the friendships of my ex comrades. Had I became the princess, I might not have the guts to face the ppl that I had sacrificed in order to get to where I would be. So, in life there is never a win-win situtation, at best neither party suffer huge losses. I guessed living with a clear conscious and being able to hold my head high is more important than winning the little gold fellow. Ppl can do watever they wan, I will continue to live my life the way I wan. U can say that I am dumb, but at least I can slp in peace at nite.

Happy Halloween!!

绿 衣 巫婆~~好讨厌

今天的心情糟透乐，所以决定以华文来抒发闷在心里多时的不快！

自从在两年前离开“战地”以后，从没向过会有那么一天，我的命运又再一次糟到任人摆布！咳。。这一切的一切都是因为那绿衣巫婆的出现所引起的。。

所谓井水不犯河水， 这绿衣巫婆自从来了之后，美好的一切都变成了泡影。真不知道，大头头 是否被这巫婆 灌了太多的迷魂汤。反正知从一切都开始走样起，对我来说，每一天上班就 如行尸走路般，对 任何事都提不起劲。

现在的心情真的很糟糕，简直就像汪洋中的一只船， 不知该随风漂流还是应该拿起指南针，设定应该航行的方向。庆兴的是，身边一 直 有好多好多把加油和鼓励 的声音。要不是这些慈爱的关怀，恐怕我早已离开这黑暗的不愉快地方。

真希望能够看到曙 光，照亮我的前方！！！

我的光明使在哪里？？？

ShoPpaHoLic Moi !!!

Yeah yeah yeah, your friendly neighbourhood blogger is back *clap clap* It's been a really really exhausting 5D/4N trip and I am not even talking about the shopping part. Anywaes as usual, moi is bound to haul lotsa load back from overseas, even if it's to nearby places like KL & Penang. So when moi was in HK, won't be it such a disgrace if I dun lived up to my SQ (shopping queen) reputation. And to clear the air, the title was bestowed on moi by my dear colleagues, hahahaha :P

And since I am too exhausted to blog more about the trip (moi touched down in Changi around 12.30am tis morning), I shall put up a couple of pics of some triumphant gains, muahahaha...Dun drool over my brownie coachie ya...kekeke...

HK, here we come!

Finally finally, after many days of anxious waiting and surfing furiously on the net, I've managed to book a hotel room in HK for moi and new boss!!! Hippie hooray!! If anyone is wondering y is dere a need to book our own hotel room since it's gonna b a biz trip. Well, the shopping queens (as we're known to our lunch kakis) are gonna b in HK during the weekends so tat we can contribute to the economy of HK,kekeke...

The one thing I loathe most about F&E trips is the booking of accomodation and air tickets. Nothing can be worse than worrying about having to zzz on the streets or being stranded at the airport. Imagine moi finding out that most of the affordable hotels on strategically located areas are fully booked during that weekend, SUPER DUPER FREAKED OUT!!!! Furthermore, tis is my boss' maiden trip to HK, so moi having been dere a couple of times, gotta play the guide during our F&E time and of coz to ensure that we lived up to our shopping queens' titles,hahaha...So after ding donging dozen of emails with those 3rd party online hotel -finders, moi finally managed to secure a room tis noon. *phew*

And of coz now that the roof over our heads had been taken care of, its time to plan the shopping itineary,muahahaha...On top of that, gotta find out about transportation from airport to hotel, good and cheap makan places, worthy sight seeing venues etc...The list juz seems to go on & on & on and all these will be taking place in 10 days time!!! OMG, looks like during tis weekend gotta do some research and planning. Oh my oh my oh my, I tink I better brush up on my Cantonese over these 10 days, time is sooooo short!!!!

Rolling Good Time!

Saw someone from my ex ex coy during lunchtime at the coffeeshop near my current workplace yesterday. Brought back lotsa fond memories of my 6 years in the "battlefield". And some things which I've never been able to find back after leaving the "battlefield" had gotta be the close friendships and kampong spirits that was shared among my fellow comrades.

I guessed these kinda friendships are hard to come by coz we were all at the mercy of Devil & Digimon for at least 6 years and when people suffered together, they bond together unknowingly. Even though all of us had different characters and would sometimes doubt each other (thanks to the good acting skills of Devil and Digimon), we still managed to bond. I really do missed the good old times and whenever I mentioned to anyone that I still kip in good contact with my comrades, people are amazed coz people seldom contact each other once they no longer work in the same office. And for the group of us, its even more amazing coz everyone of us had left the place that brought us all together.

It's hard for the younger generation to understand how close we once were, we knew who's dating, we hang out together after work and even on weekends...tats how close we were...From single (unattached) to being married with kids, we had indeed come a long way. Looking back at those days of tears,sweat & blood, we've matured into better individuals with everyone progressing well in our own career path. While we may had lost some dignity and pride along the route to freedom, we've gained invaluable life long experiences as well as frenships.

Haiz, for now its juz me and moi and myself, striving out on this lonely career route I've chosen (or did the route chose me??).

I miss my old gang!!!!!