And the Oscar Goes To...

To anyone who had read (and understood)my previous post which was blogged in Chinese, do give urself a pat on the back. I dun tink it's common for ppl of my generation to read Chinese articles, although there is always the minority *wink* As for myself, well I will give myself a pat too for blogging out tat mini Chinese compo,heehee...

Anywaes, at the moment I'm resisting all temptations to look for greener pastures after the "final showdown" yest, kekeke...It's never easy to lay out everything on the table coz no one can predict the outcome and how each party will play the game. But so far, I think the dark clouds had passed and of coz I will try to view things in a more positive light and be open minded.

However, there's tis message conveyed by the other party that is still nagging at my angelic moral self till tis moment. She told me that for ppl to climb up, it doesn't mean tat they've gotta be technically strong all the time. Sometimes, it all boils down to who clinches the little gold fellow (for those clueless readers, tis refers to the Oscar award). Its not tat I dun agree with her statement but rather, its kinda a big blow to hear it from her direct. But putting myself in her shoes, I can concur with y the statement was made. Sometimes, ppl has to put on a fake front so tat they dun antagonise or get into the wrong book. I shld noe better than anyone else coz I've been in the battlefield for more than 6 years.

Acting has never been my forte and that probably explained y I was a warrior for 6 years and not the princess, muahahaha...If u asked me had I ever regretted not playing the lead role, well I guessed in life we gain some and we lose some. Had I became the princess, I won't have gained the friendships of my ex comrades. Had I became the princess, I might not have the guts to face the ppl that I had sacrificed in order to get to where I would be. So, in life there is never a win-win situtation, at best neither party suffer huge losses. I guessed living with a clear conscious and being able to hold my head high is more important than winning the little gold fellow. Ppl can do watever they wan, I will continue to live my life the way I wan. U can say that I am dumb, but at least I can slp in peace at nite.

Happy Halloween!!